“Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did.
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn”
I wake up and smell the sun
I know you are not here, but still pretend to look for your hand
your right hand
“And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything.
the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything…”
Everything…everywhere…all for you…all in you
The smile, the sudden cloud, the laughter
I live in a dream that I will see you day after
“I take a walk outside
I’m surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I’m spinning, oh, I’m spinning
How quick the sun can drop away”
Yes, I miss you